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Welcome Hi Everybody , I am Nick. Not To Be Confused With Dr. Nick Of The Simpsons img src http: graphics.pop6.com images ffadult smiley new05 smile.gif height 16 width 16 My Nickname AbootBrutus Comes From Being A Canadian In Iowa (Saying Out Like Oot With An Atlantic Canada Accent) Soccer Nickname Due To Lack Of Aggressive Place In High School Soccer Play And It Being Ironic. At Least I Think That 's Why. Could Have Reminded Someone Of A Guy Named Brutus. Doubt It. Anyways. I Like How Putting Them Together I Can Make The Question What Aboot Brutus . I Don 't Like Being Left Out. So Call Me What You Want. Brutus AKA Nick AKA Me. I Guess I 'll Start Off By Telling A Bit (Maybe A Lot) About Myself. I Was Born In Toronto Hamilton Region And Moved Around Canada And Midwest Of The U.S. About Every 2 To Three Years Living In A Different City Province Country. I Finally Have A Homebase For The First Time In My Life And Less Of A Constant State Of Chaos. Growin ' Up Will Do That But Moving Around Makes It Even Worse. I am Very Optimistic About Life But Now I am Starting To Be Optimistic About Myself. Never Been Outside North America But Would Love To Travel And See The Rest Of The World As Soon As Possible. I am A 26 Year Old Guy, Blue Eyes, Brown Hair, 280 Pounds, 6 Feet Tall, And Currently Residing In Hamilton,Ontario, Canada. I 'll Be Quick In Starting Off With The Somewhat Dry Facts And See Where I Go From There. But As In Life, Once You Get Me Started It Takes A While To Stop Me. OK, I 'd Have To Say That I Am A Highly Sensitive Emotional, Intelligent Bisexual Male (If I am Gonna Be Open And Honest About Myself). I Only Recently Came Out As Someone Who Was Physically Sexually Attracted To Both Genders But I am Almost A 100% Positive It Is My True Self. This Self Identity Thing Is Kinda Confusing. It Was Pretty Recently (October 2003)That This Revelation Occurred And Even Though It Happened Under Somewhat Complex Chaotic Circumstances (Anxiety, Depression, Medicated, School, 2nd Time Back To College Full Time Or Part Time Since Leaving Postponing The Previous Year Of School Due To Medical Work Ethic Difficulties. I Am Quite Confident It Was The Correct Decision Though. The First Event Was A Bit Difficult But Surprisingly Natural And Cathartic. It Was Directed Towards A Generally Receptive And Safe Crowd Of A University College LGBT (Pride Central) Group During Some Open House (Funnily Enough During National International Coming Out Day} [Around Mid October I Think]. It Just Sort Of Happened That Way. Anyway 's... I Am Currently Battling Social Anxiety Disorder (Extreme Shyness Fear Of People) But Am Beginning To Get Feel Better (With The Of Help Zoloft) But I Feel Like I 'll Be Drug Free Vegetarian Vegan Within About A Year. Or At Least That Is The Updated Goal Since A Couple Months. I am Enjoying New Social Interactions With Them Being Only Somewhat Superficial With A Desire To Develop Acquaintances Into Friends. I 'd Say This Has Only Consistently Happened Pretty Much For The First Time In My Life (Not Counting The First Eight Or So Years Of My Life). Working At A Grocery Store As Stock Person And Facer Organizer Albeit For Minimum wage, For About The Past Year Has Helped Dramatically In My Path Towards My Long Awaited Goal. Decent To Stable Mental Physical Health. I am Gonna Beat This Thing. img src http: graphics.pop6.com images ffadult smiley new05 glasses.gif height 24 width 16 . I 'd Almost Given Up Hope A Couple Years Ago But I Think I Was Having Difficulty Understanding The Precise Problem. Finally Figured It Out. I am A Virgin Who Has Never Been Kissed Or Had Anything I 'd Really Call A Date. Maybe Once Or Twice In The Year And A Half I Was At University Inconsistently But Nothing Too Significant. Maybe One Guy And Two Girls But It Was Just Gradually Becoming More Personal Or More Clear About What The Relationship Was. Mutual Understanding Was There That We Were Friends But I am Pretty Much Devoid Of Experience In The Regard Of Relationships And Friendships Of Any Intense Nature.. I am Just Starting To Understand What I 'd Like To Have In A Friend So Going Past That Stage Of Having No Friends Dates To Many Friends Dates Immediately Is Highly Unlikely. I Guess What I am Saying Is That I am In Search Of A Like Minded Person(s). An Honest, Sensitive, And Playful Person I Feel That I Could Easily Or At Least Peacefully Create A Seamless Transition Of Having Those Traits Be The Same For A Friendlier Friend , Friend, Lover, Or Boy Girlfriend. img src http: graphics.pop6.com images ffadult smiley new05 glasses.gif height 24 width 16 I Love Sports And Being Canadian That Of Course Includes Hockey (On Ice Preferably). Soccer Is Another Sport That I Could Play For Days And Days. American Football Is Okay But I Prefer Football Futbol Footy (Internationally Known As Football But I Call It Soccer Because I am North American. Just A Tidbit Of Info For All You International People Out There. I am Big Fan Of Barcelona (Europe), Manchester City (England), Nicolas Anelka, Edgar Davids, Cobi Jones, Owen Hargreaves, And National Teams Of US, Canada (Hopefully They 'll Make It To The Next Men 's World Cup), And England. Both Men 's And Women 's. Just For Anyone Who Is Curious. Not So Much England 's Womens Team. Some Of My Favorite Memories Of My Childhood Are Of Just Kicking A Soccer Ball Around By Myself. Sometimes With Friends And Teams Though. Loved British Columbia For Soccer. That Playfulness That Comes Out When I Can Relax And Just Be Creative Or Silly Is What I 'd Like To Have In Other Area 's Of My Life. I Love To Just Go For Walks And Feel The Cool Wind Against My Face And It Would Be Even Better If I Had Someone I Could Talk With Or Even Just Walk Next To Them Silently. I am A Very Open Minded And A Sensual Person But Right Now In The Present Stage Of My Life I Haven 't Felt That I 've Been Able To Explore This Huge Part Of Me Adequately. Thanks, img src http: graphics.pop6.com images ffadult smiley new05 glasses.gif height 24 width 16 I am Looking For A Kind, Sensitive, Open Minded Person(s) Who Is Willing To Invest Some Time And Have Some Patience With An Inexperienced Virgin. Never Been Kissed And Would Like The First One To Be Special. In No Hurry To Have My First Experience (Kiss Then Sex Most Likely Timeline For Your Info). But I Know That It Could Be At Any Time. I 'd Like It To Be Under My Terms Though. I 'd Prefer It To Be With Someone In A Relationship With But If I Feel A Connection With The Person Spontaneously Impulsively That Would Be Fine Too. I am More Of A Cautious Person Than Spontaneous One But I Can Be Both Quite Frequently. Whether It 's Romantic Or Just Fun I Feel Like The Person I 'd Want To Be Intimate With Would Be Someone Who Is Respectful And Playful Towards Myself And Other Creatures. Emotional Is What I am Trying To Say. I 'd Want Them To Have A Near Constant Awareness Of Whether The Other Person Is Comfortable Or Having Fun. Communication Is Key And With Constant Frequent Communication I Think I Could Experiment And Feel Good About Doing Almost Anything With Someone Doing It This Way (Within Reason) [Safety And Otherwise]. I Would Like Someone Who Loves Body Contact And Someone Who Can Make Any Touch Sensual If At All Possible. A Hug Or Even A Smile Can Be Much More Romantic Or Erotic Than Nudity If It 's Sincere Or Spontaneous. I 'd Say I 've Been Somewhat Deprived Of Human Affection But Not So Much As To Be Detrimental To Myself Permanently. To Sum It Up In What I am Looking For I 'd Have To Say A Sweet Snuggler. img src http: graphics.pop6.com images ffadult smiley new05 smile.gif height 16 width 16 ...
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